I have a lot of words

I have a lot of words;

        swirling

around

                my

    head

just dancing

                and

    spinning

stopping for

    no

    one. 

  I have         a lot of 

 words; deep in my

    heart     woven 

       tight   with 

            every

             beat

I have a lot of words.

For this world.

About this world.

Not of this world.

Thoughts

and 

Feelings.

Shame, guilt,

pride, joy. 

But even though I have these words, does it matter?

No one to hear them.

Not the whisper

Nor the SHOUTS. 

The words can fall empty, 

into empty hands.

empty souls. 

emptiness. 

I want to share....

        I think....

                    I do? 

But I will hold onto these words.

Keep them safe.

From the corruption of the world.

From the death grips of culture.

From those who don't understand (care to understand). 

I will hold these words.

Keep them close to my heart.

Keep them dancing in my head. 

I have a lot of words.